Eliise: Järjekordne nädal on möödas!

Jah, nädal möödas ja tunne nagu polekski midagi teinud. Samas sain kokku Helenaga ja ajasime asja. Vahe peal oli kriis ning midagi ei tundunud sujuvat ja näis, et kõik variseb kokku. Kuid siin me nüüd jälle oleme: kõigil ees kaheksa toiduaine firmat, kellele helistada!
Alustasin helistamist täna. Naljakas on see, et ma helistasin kõigile kaheksale, kuid vastu võttis ainult 4 ja need inimesed osutusid väga toredateks, nagu sülle kukkunud õnn mul. Jah, hea oli vestelda, kuigi ise sain energiat ja julgust juurde sellest, kui keegi vastu ei võtnud! Imelik.
Aga head uudised siis: Oleme saanud täis siis oma n-ö luuletuste töötoa juhendajate arvu, kuigi oli vaja 2, siis nende saaminegi osutus raskeks. Aga nüüd siin nad meil on, Vaiko Belials ja Siim Kera. Ma ei suuda kirjeldada hetke, mil lugesin Kera kirja, et ta on suurima heameelega nõus tulema, pidin tooli pealt maha vajuma!

Üks inimene, kellel on usk, on sama tugev kui üheksakümmend üheksa inimest, kellel on ainult huvid.
John Stuart Mill


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Eliise: Again a one week is over!

Yeah, it has been a whole week and it feels like we haven't done anything. But on the other hand i get together with Helena and we did some work. Meanwhile we had crisis and nothing didn't seem to go smoothly and i looked like everything is going to fall apart. But here we are again: everyone has to call to eight food companies!
I started calling today. Funny fact is that i called to all eight companies, but only half of them picked up the phone. Those who answered the phone were really nice persons and they were like fortune dropped into my arms. It was good to talk to them, even if i got energy and courage from those calls what didn't have any results! Weird.
Good news now: We got all mentors for the "poetry workshop", although we had to find two people, but finding those was a bit difficult. But now we have them, Vaiko Belials and Siim Kera. I can't describe the moment, when i read the letter from Kera - with big pleasure he is agreed to come - i almost had to fell down from the chair!

One human, who has faith, is as strong as ninety-nine, who have only intrests.
John Stuart Mill

Eliise: 3 on kohtu seadus.

Kui on öeldud nii, siis peab see ka toimima. Seekord toimiski. Seekord hoiatasin ette, et tulen/lähen ASKA paberisse. Teisipäev oli see päev. Tulin koolist ning otsustasin siis minema hakata sinnapoole. Meenus see kord, kuid käisin kõige esimest korda: väljas tormas tuul ning tuisk ja oli kõigele lisaks veel külm. Seekord oli minu eelis see, et ma olin seda juba kogenud ning mul olid kindad. Kui kohale jõudsin, oli kõik kuidagi kahtlane. Läksin ukse poole, süda kripeldas, selline väike hirm ning kui jõudsin ukseni oli see kinni. Tulin trepist alla, mõtlesin, et äkki ma ei vajutanud linki alla või olid mul mingid luulud. Kuid nii see polnud. Kõndisin eemale. Mõtlesin, et kas oodata või mida teha. Kavatsesin ära minna, kuid mõtlesin, et viimast korda veel proovin, sest minuga juhtub ju selliseid imelikke asju, et näiteks uks ei avane, kuigi see on lahti ja muud säärast. Kuid ei, reaalsus kinnitas selgelt, et uks oli kinni. Meenus silt, millelt lootsin leida telefoni numbrit, sain selle ja helistasin. Keegi ei vastanud. Sain aru, et nüüd oleks tõesti mõtekam lahkuda. Helistasin veel viimast korda, keegi ei vastanud ning mina lippasin veelgi suuremast trepist üles bussipeatuse poole.
Õhtul saatsin kirja ja sain teada, et see oli avatud poole 5, mina olin seal muidugi hiljem, mingi kuue ajal või nii. Vastasin, et tulen uuele katsele neljapäeval. Läksingi siis täna kohale. Kõik oli nagu üli super. Mingi vana bussipeatuses vaatas silma sisse ning muigas, no ega ma ei saanud halvem olla ning hakkasin ka muigama. Kui jõudsin kohale, siis võtis mind vastu vist see päris juht, ma pole kindel, kuid ta tundus. Päris naljakas oli, sest ta oli nii tore ja naeris, et ma ka seisin isegi naeratus näol. Tahtis anda mulle suured pakid paberit, suuremad kui eelmine kord, kuid minu kotid jäid väikseks. Nii tore, soovitas mul tulla autoga. Ja nüüd nii ma teengi, lähen mingi päev autoga. Kolmas kord peab ju ikkagi hästi minema.
Sealt ära tulles oli õnnelik, väljas oli mega ilus ilm, soe päike, lummav taevas ning sätendav lumi. Tahtsin midagi ettevõtta, kuid tulin sealt otsemaid ühikasse õppima. Ja nii ma lasingi hea päeva raisku.
Kooli nimel tuleb ohvreid tuua.

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Eliise: 3 is the court of law. 

If it's said so, then it must function so. This time it did. This time i sent message, when i come or go to ASKA papers.  Tuesday was the day. I came from school and decided that i should go to there. I remembered the first time when i went there: it were windy and snowing and besides that it were very cold. My advantage this time was that i had lived this trough already and i had mittens. When i reached out, everything seemed to be a bit weird. I walked torwards the door, heart doing silly things, a bit scared, and when i got to the door, it was closed. I walked some steps away from there. I thought, if i should wait or what to do. I planned to go away, but i thought i should try one more time, because weird things happens with me, like door doesn't open, even if it's open and something like that. But no, reality assured that the door was closed. I remembered the sign, from what i hoped to find a number, i got it and called. Nobody didn't answer. I understand that i should leave.  I called more for the last time and still noone didn't pick up the phone. So i run up from bigger stairs towards the bus stop.

In the evening i sent e-mail to them, and recieved a letter, what told me that they are open until half past five. I were there later, around six or something. I told them that on thursday i'll try again. Then i went there. Everything was superb.AT the bus stop Some old man looked into my eyes and smiled, i had to be as cool as him and i smiled back. When i got to ASKA's paper, then there were the real chief, i'm not sure, but it seemed so. It was quite funny, because he was really nice and great - whole time i stood there with smiling face. He wanted to give to me two big packs of paper, bigger than last ones, but my bags were too small and they didn't fit. How great, isn't it? He recommended me to come with car. And like that i 'm going to do, some day i go with car. 3 is the court of law.

When i came from there, i was happy. It was really nice weather, warm sun, charming sky and sparkling snow. I wanted to do something, but i came from there directly into the dormitory to study..  And that easy i wasted a good day. 

In the name of the school, we must bring some sacrifices.

Midagi, natu natu.

Räägiks siis sellest, mida meie projekt, ettevõtmine üldse endast kujutab.

"Young and Able" on siis algatatud Eesti Energia noorte ettevõtlikkuse arenguprogrammi Entrum raames.

Entrum iseenesest õhutab noori olema ettevõtlikud, julged pealehakkajad ning motiveerivad elama suuremate mõtetega.  Läbi selle ettevõtmise, antakse noortele võimalus muuta midagi Eesti ühiskonnas, arendada ning lüüa kaasa ühiskonnas, olla aktiivne.

Meie projekt ongi siis n-ö üks osa sellest suurest tegevusest.

Otseselt sai meie projekt alguse Otepää kultuurikeskuses, kus toimus mingisugune noortebändide kontsert. Eneliin, meie grupipea, kes osales kõige esimesel sessioonil rääkis sellest ning sellest kasvasgi välja meie noor ning paljutõotav projektilill. 

Põhiideeks oleks korraldada laager vabahingelistele kunstihuvilistele. See ei hõlma ainult kunsti, vaid lisasime sellele ka luule ning fotograafia. Killuke meist kõigist osaleb selles projektis ning ootab toestust. Laager pole lihtsalt nagu mõni suur noor-kotkaste, jalgpalli või keelelaager. See on üritus, mida harva võib kohata Eestis.

Sellel pole otseselt kindlaid struktuure ega piire määratletud ning kindlasti ei ole meil kavas range ega distsiplineeriv laager korraldada. Vaid tahaksimegi tuua kokku inimesed, kes on sarnased, kes suudavad esile kerkida oma huvide, mõtete ning hoiakuga. Need noored on Eesti tulevik, sest nendel ju siiski toimub peas midagi - nad on kultuur, mida tuleb hoida.

Eestis võib olla tohutult palju fotograafe, luuletajaid ning kunstnikke. Kui palju neist tuntakse?

Võib-olla tänu sellele laagrile anname jõudu, tõuget noortel aktiivsemalt tegutseda, näidata ennast, oma andeid.

Ning kuna oleme ise noored, siis üritame ise olla elavad näited ettevõtlike noorte näol.

Meie usume sellesse!

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Something, a litlle bit, little bit.

I'd speak a little about our project - what does it look like or what for it is created.

"Young and Able" is initiated by Eesti Energia youth enterprising developement program Entrum. Entrum itself encourages young people to be more enterprising, venturous and it motivates to live with big dreams, thoughts. Through this enterprise, these young people has been given a chance to change something in Estonian society: evolve and involve in society, be active.

Our project is then like a one part of this big action.
Our project got its' start in Otepää culture center, where took place some kind of a youth bands performance. Eneliin, the head of our group, who attended the first Entrum session told about this enterprise and from that moment the flower of our auspicious project began to blossom and grow.

The main idea is to organize a camp for free-spirited artists. This isn't only about art:  we added also poetry and photography. A little piece of every one of us is in that project and is waiting for the realizatin. This camp isn't like just some Young-Eagles, football or language camp. This is enterprise, what is rare in Estonia.

This hasn't got certain structure nor defined limits and certainly we haven't planned to organize strict and disciplining camp. We'd like to bring together youngsters, who are similar, who can come  forth in crowd with their intrests, thoughts andn stances. These people are the future of Estonia, because they have someting going on in their head - they are the culture, what needs to be preserved.

In Estonia, there can be a lots of photographers, poets and artists. How many of them are known?

Perhaps, thanks to this camp we can give some energy, push to youngsters to act actively, show themselves, their talents. To Be.

And because we are young girls, we are trying to be living examples for all of this motivation, inspiration, activeness, enterprisingness.

WE BELIEVE IN IT!

Jess. Me saime oma 1. toetaja toidu poole pealt!!!

Eile saatsin pea 20nele toiduainete ettevõtjatele kirju. Täiesti jube, kuidas võtis omadega labi ning peast soojaks. Haha. Tegin isegi paar viga ning saatsin vabanduskirja. Kuid pole hullu, kõigiga juhtub - sellest saan järeldada seda, et iga kiri on oluline! Kõigile jäägu see meelde, tuleb mitu korda enne ära saatmist kiri läbi lugeda. Kuid mis siis tulemus oli kõigele sellele. Üllatavalt hea tulemus! Meil on nüüd toetaja Maris Gilden AS, kes teeb imehäid küpsiseid, maiustusi, präänikuid. Ülitore. Vähemalt magusast me puudust niimoodi ei tunne!

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Yeah. We got the 1. sponsor from the food companies!!!
 

Yesterday i sent almost 20 letter to companies who deals with food products. Very horrible, it tuckered me out and drove me crazy. Haha. I even made some mistakes and sent an apology letter again. But it's not so bad as it seems, everybody does mistakes - but now i can elicit, that every letter is important!  Everybody should remember it, that before sending an e-mail or letter, you should read the letter through several times. What is the result of all this work? Impressively good result! Now we have a sponsor Maris Gilden AS, who makes so good bisquits, cookies and sweets.  Really great. At least we can satisfy our need for sweets. : )

WE HAVE SOME VERY GOOD NEWS!

Today two very cool bands/musicians notified us, that they are coming to our camp.
One was Liisi Koikson and other boys' band Zetod. We added a link, wherefrom you can listen to their music. Watch from left side.

So were are so thrilled/happy/full of energy - we are feeling so high!

Eneliin: 5.sessioon.

4veebruaril toimus Entrumi 5.sessioon. Päeva ei alanud just kõige paremini, kõva külma tõttu ei läinud kellelgi autod käima ja me ei jõudnud peatusesse õigeks ajaks. Aga me ei andnud alla, lõpuks jõudsime ikkagi Tartusse.
5.sessiooni inspiratsioonikülaline on Yrjö Ojasaar, kes rääkis meile, kuidas pöörduda koostööpartneri poole. Inspiratsioonitunni lõppedes läksime Baeri. Seal olime koos Valgamaa ja Võrumaa noortega. Arutlesime koostöö ja konkurentsi üle. Kõik grupid pidi oma projekti teistele tutvustama ja ütlema, kuidas saavad teised neile kasulikud olla ja  nemad teistele. Helena oli tubli ja rääkis meie projektist väga hästi. Hiljem saime võimaluse rääkida oma juhendaja Anettega, mis oli meile väga kasulik, saime oma küsimustele vastused. Peale Entrumi sessiooni, nagu alati, olime energiat täis. Käisime Helena juures teed joomas ja projektiga tegelemas. 
Eile, pühapäeva õhtul sain hea üllatuse osaliseks. Olin parasjagu mõtetega jälle laagri juures kui keegi uksele koputas. Tuli välja, et üks naine oli meie maja läheduses autoga hange kinni jäänud ja tuli meilt abi paluma. Jutu käigus selgus, et ta käis siinkandis pilte tegemas. Rääkisin talle laagrist ja talle idee meeldis, oli kohe nõus osalema, andis oma kontaktandmed ka. Hiljem uurisin tema kohta ja avastasin, et Mall Värva on loodusfotograaf, ta on välja andnud mitu oma raamatut ravimtaimedest ning looduse leksikoni. Selline kokkusattumus siis.

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Eneliin: The 5th session.

On February 4th was the Entrums' 5th session. The day didn't start as we had expected, cars didn't work because of the high cold temperature and we didn't get on the busstop right in time.But we didn't give up and finally got to Tartu.

In the 5th session the inspiration visitor was Yrjö Ojasaar, who told us, how to have a compromise with co-partner. At the end of inspiration hour we went to room Baer. There we were with Valga and Võru county youngsters. We discusse about cooperation and competition. Every group had to introduce theirs' project and say, how can we(other group) be useful for them and they for us. Helena was the brave one and represented our project very well. Later we had chance to talk to our mentor Anette. It was really helpful for us, 'cause we got answers to our questions. After Entrum, we were - like usually - full of energy. We went to Helenas' place to deal with our project and drink tea.

Yesterday, on Sunday evening i got a good surprise. I was thinking about the camp, when someone knocked on the door. It turned out, that a ladies car was stuck in the drift near our house, and she came to ask our help. In the process of talking came out, that she had been photographing near this area. I told her about the camp and she liked the idea, and she was immediately agree to participate. She gave her contact information, too. Later i made a research about her and discovered that Mall Värva is nature-photographer, and she has published several books about the herbs and the lexicon of nature. This kind of coincidence.

Eliise: Pikk reis ASKA paberisse koos lumega.

Meenutada suudavad kõik, unustada üksnes geeniused.
Valdur Mikita

Paljud teod algavad sellest, kui meenuvad lubadused tegudest, mis teatud ajahetkel unustatud on ja siis need taaselustuvad. Hetkel toimib minu puhul Valdur Mikita tsitaat. Tõesti nii ongi ning kõik saavad end tunda hästi ja mina ka.
Lollus on minna pakasesse talveilma kinnasteta ning mõtlematu hinnata oma võimeid üle. Kuid pean langetama pea oma sisetunde ees, mis mind täna aitas, et jõuda Aska Paberisee. Esiteks andis see tunda siis, kui ma tulin n-ö tundmatus peatuses maha, sest jõudsin teatud kaalutluste tulemusel selleni ning see oli õige otsus, kuigi plaanisin veel kaugemale sõita esialgu. Muidugi hakkasin kohe vales suunas minema, kuid sisetunne ütles, et ümber pööraksin, seda tegingi ning läksin maniküüri salgonist teed küsima. Tore naine oli.
Jõudnud lõpuks sildini, mis näitas, kuidas saada Aska Paberisse, ei suutnud ma otsustada, kas minna eesolevast uksest sisse või mitte, sest see oli nagu ladu. Hirmutav, kuid siiski läksin sisse, jändasin seal veits ühe uksega, sest ei osanud seda avada.
Naine oli tore, selline tilluke, peenike. Ta ütles, et oleksin pidanud helistama, et neil seal kõik laiali, vanad asjad, et raske on leida. Kuid nii palju kui ta sai, otsis välja - roosa, roheline ning valge paber vist. Lisas, et tegelikult nad annavad veel, et ma helistaksin, kui järgi uuesti tulen.
Mul jäi suu lahti. Me saime niigi täiega palju, ma ise arvasin, et saame natukene. Aga suured tänud neile, et nii helded on ja suured tänud ka Tartu Kõrgemale Kunstikoolile, kes soovitas seda ettevõtet.
Kuid nende paberite toimetamine oli omaette tegevus, isegi võib-olla ohtlik. Kuna väljas sadas mõnusat pehmet lund ning millest saab ka järeldada, et väljas on väga külm, siis on arvata, mida võib tunda kinnasteta tüdruk, kes kannab 15 kg pakki süles.
Lõpptulemus oli see, et suutsin bussidega ära sõita, kuid kui hakkasin kõndima ühiselamu poole, andsin alla. Kutsusin abi endale, sest ma ei tundnud oma varbaid ega ka näppe. Jube.

Heategevus pole see, kui sa annad inimestele, mida sina tahad anda, vaid see, kui sa annad neile seda, mida neil vaja on.
Sir Terence David John

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Eliise: Long trip to ASKA papers' with snow

Everybody are able to remember, forget only geniuses.

Valdur Mikita

Many actions comes to mind, when promised doings remember - those what have been forgotten for a while and when they revive again. At the moment Valdur Mikitas' citation is working on me. Really, it is like that and everybody can feel themselves good and so can I.

Stupidity is to go into the cold winter weather without mittens and thoughtless to overestimate abilities. But i have to bow my head in front of my intuition, which helped me to get to the ASKA papers'. Firstly, i could feel it, when i came off the bus in unknown stop - i did it after long considering - and it was right decision, though at first i wanted to ride more further. Of course i started to walk in wrong direction, but intuition said, that i should turn around and go back, so i did as i was said, but to be sure i asked right directions from a woman from the manicure lounge. She was nice.

When i reached out to the sign what showed how to get to ASKA papers', i went as the arrow showed and when i stand in front of the door, than i couldn't choose if it was appropriate to enter from the back door, as it seemed to me, 'cause it seemed like a warehouse, where could enter only specific workers. Scary, however i went in, there i messed with the inner door - i didn't know how to open it!

The woman who i met there, was nice and tiny and thin. She said that i should have called before i came to there, because they old things outspread and it's hard to find certain things from the mess. She got as much as she found and looked for - pink, green and white paper. She added, that they will give us some more, but i have to call first, when i come back.

I had my mouth open. We already got so much and i thought to myself, that we will get some papers. But many thanks to them, that they are so generous and big thanks to Tartu Higher ArtSchool, who recommended that company.

 The transport was one of a kind, maybe even dangerous.Outside it was snowing and to conclude, that it was very cold too. Than you can only imagine a gril without mittens wearing a 15 kg pack.

Conclusion was that i could ride with the buses, but as i started to walk towards the dormitory, i gave up.

I called help, because i couldn't feel my fingers nor toes. Horrible.

Charity isn't, when you give people, what you want to give, but when you give them what they need.

Sir Terence David John